"Eyes Wide Open: Journey into the Spirit: Ep:2: Unlocking Divine Presence"

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Welcome back to Diary of a Black Woman podcast with our devotional series.

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I'm your host, Connie Morris, and today we'll continue our eyes wide open with

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episode two, In the Spirit, the place where God speaks.

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But before we go there, I want to activate you with the prayer of Jabez.

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And it says, Jabez, we pray that God's hand will be upon us,

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that you will keep expanding our territory, that you will keep us from harm,

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that you will hear our prayers and you will answer our prayers,

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as we know Jabez's prayers was answered,

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and that we will rise from pain,

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walk in truth, and return to God with a deep intimacy with Christ,

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healed, empowered, and walk boldly in divine purpose.

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So let's get started.

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Episode two, in the spirit, the place where God speaks.

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So, you know, sisters, let's get started here. Let me ask you something real.

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Have you ever been doing everything right?

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Praying, fasting, showing up?

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Yes, things still feel, you still feel like you are not hearing from God.

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You know, that was me. I was praying around the presence of God.

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Listen to the key word here. I was praying around the presence of God,

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but not in the presence of God.

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And the Holy Spirit lovely corrected me.

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He said, you're praying around me, but not postured to be in me.

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Oh, wasn't that a revelation? You're praying around me, but not postured to be in me.

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Sometimes we think it's like maybe, I don't know if it's you,

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a scary thing to be caught up in the spirit.

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We think it's going to take us somewhere we don't want to go,

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somewhere unsafe, where we're not protected by the Holy Ghost or by our Heavenly Father, right?

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We always say, I'm praying in the Spirit. We think it's like just something that we do.

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You know, some people get so super spiritual that they really don't know what

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it is to be praying in the Spirit or in the posture of the Spirit.

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But when God says that you are praying around me, that you are not in me,

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You know, you're praying around me, but you're not postured to be in me.

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That moment changed everything.

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But it taught me something. It said, proximity isn't the same as presence.

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It says, you're praying around me. And I was still, even today,

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I'm still imagining, like, what does that look like in the spirit?

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Like, you show up for prayer and you're praying to God. And God said,

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you're not even, you're not nowhere near me.

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You're praying and you think you're getting through, but you're not really getting through.

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You know, we have that five minute of prayer. And we think, Lord,

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bless me. And then you run off to work.

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Lord, I need your help. Boom. No relationship. Nothing, just like he's a robotic

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guy that you just punch a number and then he shows up because you say something, right?

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But it says that moment changed everything. It says, because it taught me that

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proximity isn't the same as presence and being close to spiritual things doesn't

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mean that you are truly in the spirit.

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So let's get in the word and let's just kind of go through this very slowly

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so you can understand what I'm talking about.

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I don't want to lose you here because, you know, we spiritual people don't be

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like, well, she's going too deep.

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No, I want you to make sure that you can stay with me so that when we speak

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to God, that we as spiritual beings can connect with God spiritually.

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And so let these words you read kind of stick with you.

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Let's go to Revelations 1.10 in the NIV. It says, on the Lord's day,

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I was in the spirit and I heard behind me a loud voice like a trumpet.

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So John didn't step into the spirit after he heard the voice. He was already there.

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So position precedes revelation. If you want to hear God clearly,

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you have to be in a position before he speaks.

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What position is he asking you to be in?

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Ezekiel 3, 14 to 15, it says, The spirit then lifted me up and took me away,

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and I went in bitterness and in anger of my spirit with a strong hand of the Lord on me.

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I came to the exiles, and I sat among them for seven days, deeply distressed.

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Wow. We see Ezekiel didn't prophesy immediately. He sat.

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He carried the weight of the word in silence before he ever released it in public.

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Sometimes God will move you into a place not to speak, but to discern.

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That's what happens when you're in the spirit. You don't get the instructions.

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You receive divine restraint. So we see here two different ways here.

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We see that John, who in Revelation, that he was in the spirit on the Lord's day.

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We see Ezekiel, if you read a book, Ezekiel, it's a very, very prophetic book,

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that he, God moved with him in a different way.

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So a lot of times we want to compare, I like this because this is what's coming

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up for me, is that we want to compare how God moves with someone else,

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how he moves with us. It's a different, it's different.

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And so we have to kind of understand how God wants to move with us.

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And that comes out of a relationship.

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Let's continue here. In Acts 8, 29 through 30, the Spirit told Philip,

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go to the chariot and stay there. Then Philip ran.

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Because Philip didn't hesitate because he was in the Spirit,

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the voice was familiar and not foreign to him.

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And that's what happened when you walk with God daily. You start moving without overthinking.

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You don't second guess. you respond.

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So we see here three different people respond to the Spirit in three different

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ways, but it's still the same Spirit.

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We got Revelation where he was in the Spirit on the Lord's day,

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and we read the book of Revelation.

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We see, we don't know what happened before the recording started with John in

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the book of Revelation, but he says, I was in the Spirit on the Lord's day.

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So we knew that in that time that everything he saw that happened in the heavenly

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realm, he was in the spirit.

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Ezekiel stayed in the spirit. Everything he saw and done was in the spirit.

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And we see here that Acts and Philip, Philip heard the word of the Lord and

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what? He was in the spirit.

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So we see there's a hearing in the spirit, but there's a natural action in the natural.

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So we hear and then we do. We hear and then we do. And I love that Acts 8, 29 through 30.

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I want to just take a moment because that was just a quick blurb.

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And if you don't have your Bibles, that's okay. I will read it.

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And I'm just pulling it out now because I felt like I should read it now. Let me find it.

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And it's in the book of Acts, verses 29, chapter 8, verses 29.

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That's in the NIV. Let me find the right translation. I'm going to probably read it in the NLT.

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But we're going to do an... Oh, we better find the right translation. NIV.

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So, the NIV.

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Okay. All right, this is, I'm recording it as I'm doing it, so sorry for the silence.

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We'll go back to NLT.

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It just came now, International.

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Okay, here we go. We got the New National Version, and it's going to be verses 29 and 30.

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And we see here that he ran. He did it immediately because he was familiar.

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It said, the Holy Spirit told Philip, go to that chariot, stand near it.

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Verse 30, it says, so Philip ran up to the chariot.

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He heard the man reading Isaiah, the prophet.

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Do you understand what you're reading? Philip asked. So right away,

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he knew that God was speaking to him.

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So as you pray in the spirit, you get very familiar to what the voice,

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familiar with the voice of God.

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And so you don't have to ask, is that you give me scripture to support that? You know, that's him.

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So you saw Philip says, he heard the spirit of the Lord say something.

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He responded immediately.

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Let's go to first Corinthians two verses 10 through 14.

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I won't look that one up. So the Spirit searches all things,

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even the deep things of God.

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The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the

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Spirit of God because they are discerned only through the Spirit.

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We see we're still talking spiritual things.

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And how do you understand spiritual things?

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You have to be able to read your Bible because when God speaks to you.

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He's speaking directly from His Word, right?

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So let me break this down. You can't discern spiritual truth from a carnal space.

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Carnal means in your own flesh. You can't expect deep revelation when you live on the surface.

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The spirit is where we access mysteries, strategies, and timings.

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If we stay shallow, we may stay stuck.

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No, we stay stuck. So let's kind of do a quick review.

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I went through that really quick. We talk about hearing, staying in the spirit.

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It says, in the Spirit is the place where God speaks. So we see here in Revelation, God spoke to John.

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We see in Ezekiel, God spoke to Ezekiel.

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In Acts, God spoke to Philip. And here in 1 Corinthians, he's speaking to us.

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He says, the Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God.

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The person without the Spirit does not accept things that come from the Spirit

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of God, because they are discerned only through the Spirit.

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So he's telling us that when we become spiritually discerning,

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that we can really understand the mysteries, the strategies, and the timing of God.

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But if we stay in a carnal place, we will only understand the surface things.

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And when we only understand the surface things, that we will stay stuck.

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So what does that mean to you?

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It says being in the Spirit is not a church moment. A lot of times we think

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that we'll have that moment in the church and we have to be at church to have that feeling again.

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No, it happens in your daily realm.

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As you pray in the Spirit, you can begin to discern every single day.

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Most of the time that I'm writing my devotionals or I'm praying, I'm at home.

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We're only at church, if you really calculate it, maybe four hours a week if you're serving.

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And if you work at the church, that's a different story. But if you're serving,

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you're getting there maybe 20 minutes ahead. The service is about an hour and a half.

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So you're two hours, two hours, and that's it.

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So if you're waiting to have a spiritual moment at the church out of all the

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other times in your daily life, then you're really missing it.

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God wants to be part of your life 24-7 all the time, not just at church.

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He wants to be part of your life 24-7 every single day.

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Another thing you want to know is that it's not just goosebump in the worship music.

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It happens. When does it happen? Yeah, we get those feelings,

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but it's also based on your availability.

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Are you available for God on a 24-7 round?

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Yes, it can happen at the church, but can it happen to you daily?

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Yes, it can happen when the worship music is playing, but are you available?

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It can even happen at church and you're not available, right?

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So it's the posture that says, Lord, I'll go where you lead,

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even if you just whisper it.

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That means being available, being in tune to the spiritual realm when God just whispers.

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Many times God whispers to me and maybe to you at the least convenient moment.

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He's giving you the answer to a question that you had at the time where you're

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not even expecting him to even talk to you.

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But he's still thinking about that, that question that you had in prayer.

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But he picks a time and he speaks to you that answer.

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It's just a powerful time because you are available. You're waiting.

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Even though you're still going about your daily business, you're driving to

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work, you're on your way to do whatever you need to do that particular day,

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you're still available spiritually.

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And that's when God speaks.

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You could be washing, doing dishes, and you get a download. You could be walking

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into work, and you get a nudge, and you pause.

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This is the life in the Spirit. This is what the life of the Spirit looks like.

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It's your availability to God.

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It looks different to everyone.

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You don't just chase moments. You walk in that movement.

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God just wants to see if you're available. And one thing that I do is,

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and this can be the oddest times, we know that, I like to say this,

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our mind can play tricks on us.

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Once I get that nudge, I go write it down. I grab my pencil, I write it down.

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Then I transfer it to my journal so I can keep track of what God is saying.

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Because many times it is an answer to what we've been waiting for.

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And a lot of times for me, it's like I wanted to, maybe I want,

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I'll give you one example. I wanted to buy a camera because I want to go live.

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I'm going live on Twitch, Dyer of Black Women TV, DOBW TV coming in July.

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And I wanted the right camera, but I also wanted the right price.

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Can we just be real? And so I'm sitting there one day and I'm thinking like,

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okay, I looked around. And I said, okay, this is that price.

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And I'm waiting for it to, is that a good deal? I wait, I wait.

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And I just kind of look around. I'm a shopper, online shopper.

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And all of a sudden the Lord said, today I want you to buy that camera.

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And I'm like, where, which one?

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Boom, that's the one. And I'll go buy it. Boom, it's happened to be on sale that particular day.

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And it was, you know, it's like happened to be on sale that particular day at

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that particular price. Not that God is on a budget, but you are.

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So he says that's it right there buy it today those little things,

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Paying attention to those things, the timing of when, right?

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Are you available when he speaks?

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Even it happens when it's time to buy clothes. I'd be like, I'm going to buy

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these clothes. And he said, not today.

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Then I'll say, buy them today. And I'll go back and somehow you leave them in

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that basket and something there on sale and they might be half price.

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And I'm like, whoa, I didn't know they were going to go on sale. But God did.

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Just paying attention to those things.

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Yes, he's concerned about the spiritual things, but he knows you live in the

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natural, the natural world.

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And so he will give you, I call the hookup in the natural world.

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It's all about the availability, walking in the spirit and being available to God.

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You know, he hooks you up everywhere.

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So when real life meets revelation, have you ever had that one time moment?

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And this is a moment that I remember when you know you have this delay.

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I'm going to give this story, but it happens to us when we have this delayed moment,

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but it becomes a moment of, dang, you didn't expect it, but you get this blessing

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because you happen to be at the right place at the right time.

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And so I'll tell you this quick story. A woman once told me that she felt led

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to stay home one morning instead of rushing out.

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Nothing dramatic happened, no lightning bolt, no booming voice.

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But around 9.30 a.m., she got a phone call offering her a position she thought she had lost.

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The person on the other hand said, I'm glad you answered. I was about to call someone else.

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If she hadn't slowed down, she would have missed her opportunity.

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And so those little nudges of a slowdown, those little nudges of when you pray

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and God says, can you sit here just for another few moments?

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Or maybe he doesn't even say that. You just sense that, I don't sense I need to go.

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I sense I just need to just be here in His presence now.

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Right now, I'm not ready to go.

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You know, can you do that? Can you just slow your pace just for a few minutes

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to spend a little bit more time with God?

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He might have something extra for you.

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So being in the Spirit isn't about volume.

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It isn't about location. It's about your posture.

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What is your posture in the Spirit?

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Are you always available to hear from God?

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We spoke in the last episode about praying in the Spirit, seeing in the Spirit.

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And even though you might have prayed in the morning, He might show you this vision in your dream.

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He might show you the vision as you're on your way to work. But are you available

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or do you go into prayer and then you pray and then when you're done,

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you turn them off for the day?

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So learning how to stay plugged in throughout the day.

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I think that's powerful. And I think we just covered nice long episode series

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of the games we play with God.

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And this is a whole different tone. Even my voice seems different.

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It's like God wants us to stay plugged into him.

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We're done playing games. But he said, if you can just stay plugged into me,

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you're going to see a whole different side of you through me.

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A whole different side of him through you. So it works both ways. Right.

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So let's just pause and just reflect for a moment. So here are some things you

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can think about, some prompts you can kind of add on later.

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So, so am I, you can ask yourself, am I walking in the spirit or just rushing past him in prayer?

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And I laugh because, you know, I just had a quick vision. You going into prayer,

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Jesus is there, you know, in the spirit waiting for you.

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You rush You don't even talk to Jesus. You're talking around him like we just mentioned.

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You don't even say hello to Jesus. You just kind of run in there,

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say your three words, and you're out.

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And Jesus is sitting there looking, shaking his head.

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Boom, you're gone. What is your response in the spirit? Do you wait for a response?

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Or do you just pop in and pop out?

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What areas of life have you rushed in that you need to surrender?

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Because many times when we stay in the presence of God long enough,

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There are some things we have to give up.

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And if you're like me, sleep is going to be one of those. You're going to get

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up early and you're going to pray.

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You're going to have to give up some food. You're going to have to fast.

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You're going to give up a lot of things walking in the spirit.

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You'll find out that you're not that hungry as you thought you once were.

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You're more hungry for the spiritual things of the Lord.

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And the third one, what would my days be like if I truly waited on divine direction?

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And, yeah, what would it look like? What would it be like if I waited on divine direction?

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You're just zigzagging all around all the time, and you're not really getting

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nothing done, but you look like you're busy.

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You look like you are busy, but you're not getting nothing done.

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What would it look like if you just asked for direction? I always start my prayer off.

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Lord, thank you for this day that you have made, and I will rejoice and be glad

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in it. So that means I'm not going to walk in a fence today.

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I'm not going to look at people differently. I'm going to walk in gladness today.

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Then I ask you, Lord, to order my steps, and my steps be ordered,

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and let my day be productive.

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And then what else is on your mind? I want to pray your perfect will be done

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today in my life and in the lives of others that you have that's going to come in connecting with me.

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And that's been my new prayer for 2025. I don't think it sounds the same like that every day.

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But lately, with my new job that I've had, led two people to Christ.

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Did I do that in any other job? My police job, I did.

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But I'm one-on-one with these people, and they're either coming from jail or going to another spot.

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And I always ask them, I said, what's your story?

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Are you interested in meeting Jesus? And they can say yes or no. I don't press it.

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And most of the time, they are. And so there's two people, destination heaven.

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One person, Destination Heaven,

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he decided that he wanted to cut off his bracelet and just be free.

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But the Lord told me it's not my responsibility to be concerned with after I

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pray what happens to them.

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My prayer is that they meet to heaven.

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Anything between what happens after that is on, it's the responsibility of the Lord.

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A lot of times I think we, well, this is extra. This is coming up off the press.

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A lot of times we believe that when we lead someone to Christianity,

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that we've got to hold their hand and we're responsible for them.

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We may be, if we're in a position, if we are a discipleship of them and God

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has put us in that role in their lives.

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But if we are not, our goal is to introduce them to Jesus and let Jesus do the work.

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And we know that when we first became saved as a Christian, did we run and do all the holy things?

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We got to be real. So let's not be holding people hostage or in bondage because

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of what we know now. We didn't know that when we were saved.

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Let's plant the seed. Somebody else is going to water it. Amen?

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So that's good. That's good. That's good. Let's keep going.

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So I want you to write this in your journal if you have a moment.

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Holy Spirit, I want to dwell, not visit.

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Interrupt my pace, correct my hearing, and anchor my heart in you.

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Holy Spirit, I want to dwell, not visit.

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Interrupt my pace, correct my hearing, and anchor my heart. I want to share

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with you how that's going to feel.

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So for those who does the, I call it the popcorn prayer, Hello,

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Lord. Thank you for this day. Can you bless me? Bye.

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Those kind of popcorn prayers. Just, Lord, can you bless me? Help me.

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Like Jabez. Jabez, to me, I believe, prayed a popcorn prayer.

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But we don't know what he was doing before that day. We don't know what he did after that day.

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But he wanted God to be with him. What he did say, Lord, let your prayer I prayed

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in the beginning, put your hand upon me.

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You know, keep me from evil that I may not sin against you.

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So he wanted to partner with God with his life, right? And so we want to partner with God for our life.

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So as you, if you are a popcorn prayer and you don't know how to sit in his

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presence, I recommend you even just put a timer on. Everybody got a phone.

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Set your little timer. Pray a prayer. Ask God to lead you somewhere and listen

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quietly to that still, small voice.

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Take that scripture he gives you and just marinate on it. Meditate on it all day long.

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Ask him to expand it in your heart and watch how you grow in the spirit. Just by that.

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Don't try to do the big thing. I'm going to pray for an hour.

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I'm going to get up at five in the morning.

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I'm going to get up at three in the morning. Do the basic. One thing you're

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going to find out from God, he's not going to force you, but he will definitely lead you.

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So you might start out getting up in the morning enough time to do a five-minute prayer. That's fair.

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Maybe five-minute prayer, five-minute wait, and maybe five minutes to maybe write down what he said.

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That's 15 minutes extra on your show.

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And then once you get going, then pretty soon you'll be setting the time because

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you're going to be like, I need more time. It's not enough time.

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You'll see how that hunger begins to build.

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And then he might challenge you to set an hour.

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You'd be like, wow, I got to get up an hour early. And you're going to be surprised

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how your life changes because you have dedicated that morning time just to listen to him.

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Once again, Holy Spirit, I want to do well, not listen.

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Interrupt my pace, correct my hearing, and anchor my heart in you.

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I want to do this decree with you.

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I don't visit the Holy Spirit. I live in Him.

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My heart, my ears, I'm sorry. I don't visit the Holy Spirit. I live in Him.

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My ears are tuned. My heart is available.

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I welcome divine interruption. I move at heaven's pace. I am in a position.

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Whenever He whispers, move, or sits, I respond. Can I say that again?

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I don't visit the Spirit. I don't visit the Spirit. I live in Him.

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That's what you're saying.

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My ears are tuned. My heart is available.

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I welcome divine interruption.

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I move in hearts at heaven's pace.

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I love it. I move at heaven's pace. I am in a position, whether He whispers,

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move, or sits, I respond.

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I'm going to say it one more time. I don't know why this is so powerful. Three times is a winner.

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I don't visit the Holy Spirit. I live in Him. My ears are tuned. My heart is available.

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I welcome divine interruption. I move at heaven's pace. I am in a position.

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Whether He whispers, moves, or sits, I respond. Let's pray.

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Holy Spirit, I yield, not just today, but my life.

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I repent for walking by assumption instead of alignment.

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Teach me how to sit, how to hear, how to wait, how to move only when you say move.

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Make my life a sanctuary you're pleased to dwell in. I surrender my routine.

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I surrender my timing.

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Let me hear the whisper. Let me sense the pause.

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Let me keep me, I'm sorry, keep me in the spirit and never again attend.

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Never again content to be near, but not within.

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Let me hear the whisper. Let me sense the pause. Keep me in the spirit and never

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again content to be near, but not within.

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In Jesus name, amen. I hope this episode woke every something up in you.

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The Spirit is speaking. The Spirit is moving. You need to be in position.

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You need to be in position. Don't forget to subscribe and share this with a

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sister and join me for the next devotional, Discerning the War Behind the Delay.

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Until next time, stay aligned, stay available, and keep your eyes wide open.

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Allow me to pray the promises of Jeremiah 29, 11 through 14 over you.

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God knows the plans he has for you, plans to prosper you, not to harm you,

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plans to give you hope and a future.

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And when you seek him with all your heart, you will find him.

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He will bring you back from captivity and restore everything that was lost.

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Hold on. Your healing, your clarity, your breakthrough are closer than you think.

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This is more than a podcast. It's a return to God's plan for your life.

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Let's keep walking it out together.

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Look forward to seeing you soon on our next episode. Goodbye.